Happy new year!

A day late, but doesn't really matter! I'm just here to say that I'll only be popping back here sometimes. I'm off into another world of blogs and I just somehow prefer it over there. 

Yes this has something to do with how xanga annoys me with the 'page cannot be found' thing that keeps happening over and over again. 

To those who wants the blog, or if you can find it, good on ya. if not, you're really not missing out. nothing enlightening. A lot. of fan rants. Of that I'm sure you all can take a break of.

Wello, who knows how long that stint can last. But! 

It's adios then! :)

I... have a Tom Hiddleston problem 

Can't even stop. Yesterday I got the Dracula audiobook because Mr Hiddles is playing Jonathan Harker. By jove, he doesn't disappoint. I don't think he can. His voice is just. bloody. perfect.

Today I got The Red Necklace audiobook because it's completely narrated by him. What does that mean? It means that I will spend 6 hours of tomorrow looking like I'm lost to the world. Yes well, to a land of orgasm for the ears because honestly, his voice... It's like when he speaks you have to listen. Most likely concede to his every request as well but that's just... really being a fangirl.

Like when watching the Avengers trailer and he said 'You were made to be ruled' in this sexy, dangerous and bloody sinful drawl, I was all for being ruled. Really. Effect. I don't even know how is it so affecting but I'm not the only one. There's quite a bit of us on the same boat, being captivated by this voice that's just so. damn. good on the ears. His is the kind where if you hear it out on the streets, you'll definitely be looking around finding the person with that voice. 

I was hoarding his interviews onto my poor laptop yesterday night and just. He's such a brilliant guy. Sweet. Knowledgeable. Talented. Witty. So polite! I could go on... But! To hear him talk Shakespeare or mythologies... It's just completely melts me heart. I have no idea why, it's just, okay well, maybe a kink. I MEAN WELL WELL WELLLLL THIS GUY KNOWS HIS SONNETS LEMME GLOMP YOU SHJDGSAJDKSAKJSADKAHDA

Well that was... ahem ah, inevitable, such exclamation.

and now. 

I think I shall start that 6-hour stint of looking absolutely gormless. Perhaps it'll induce some lovely dreams. In which case, YES PLEASE. 

Okay. 

I really did finish yesterday's post before the 12 midnight mark, it's just that the page refuses to reload and I ended up signing in agaain, copy and pasting the chunk I wrote into the other window, and before I can hit send it's already the 26th. What can I say, Time just is that wibbly wobbly.

OH, and after that whole fiasco I really went on a hunt for Loki-centered fics. Got a treasure trove of them smuggled into the phone so I have a giggle-maker in my hands. Honestly, Loki is one glorious being.

GLORRRRRIOUUUUUSSSSS I SAY

and I just about watched the Avengers trailer. I am just spellbound. What are they trying to do, gather us all toward the dark side? Because all I see now is me drifting toward being Loki's cheerleading team. And one thing, it's what 10 superheroes against one super badass smoulderingly mischievous villain?

now I've fangirl mode switched on and tumblr searching Loki for the ultimate Loki spammage later. Only then it shall be mischief managed!

I cannot. 

You know what's another best of 2011?

Falling once more, deeply into the pit of fangirlism.

I fear I'll never get out.

Psht. What fear. That's no fear.

I blame it all on Loki this time round. LOKI LOKKKKKKIIIIIIIIIII

Tom Hiddleston is the best choice there ever is for Loki ;D and his voice. You gotta admit, that voice, it's like warm chocolate down your throat. ALTHOUGH YES, WHAT EVEN AM I TYPING WHAT KIND OF VOICE DESCRIPTION DO YOU CALL THAT. CANCEL THAT THOUGHT OMG OMGGGGNJDHJAKHDJA

i am slayed

There's a Dracula audiobook. He's playing Jonathan Harker. I CREY. Lemme go listen to it. I mean, I'm all for Dracula... if he played Dracula I think I'll... get really high.

am now hearing it, I shall just go dream of Loki after it all... 

MERRY CHRISTMAS

LEMME FINISH THIS POST IN 35 MINUTESSSSSS

Because that's when 25th is officially over in the land of humidity... oh actually more of land of rain recently. 

It's been great, the days leading up to the greatest holiday everrrrr. I just need snow, and coldness, hot chocolate and a hot dude. Right, hot dude's covered with Colin floating around in my head. But ah, imagination aside!

Yet another family gathering. If you know me well you'll know I aspire to be part of the wall. I'm just not good with social gatherings, even though they are family. But we've only seen each other what, twice a year? I'm not good with being chummy with people/family I'm not close to. It's a serious flaw on my part but I honestly can't help it. I can't make small talk. I GO ALL SHY CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?

Yeah, neither can I.

Trust issues. ho hum, I've got it real bad.

Honestly, am i gonna waste my 35 minutes on negativity?!

NO

I'm gonna say it's been a blast what with our random hotel stay at the Ritz. Brilliant bathroom with a view to die for. I've went for a shower not realizing the blinds aren't down and that if people had binoculars in the hotel opposite, their eyes will drop off. It was embarrassing. But heck.

Bubble bath at the stroke of midnight was pure bliss as well. I tried different disguises with the foam. One time I was Santa with the awesome beard, and then I had white hair, and then I had a mustache. It was fun :D

 oh OHHH

Merlin today was fecking great as well. MERLIN AND ARRRRTHUR

FOREVER

FOREVER

because that marriage was void. Honestly Arthur, you told us you wouldn't trust Gwen ever again and 10 minutes later bam you married her? 

LOGIC NOT FOUND. Writers, whut. Were you trying to tone down Merthur? COZ THAT CAN'T BE TAMED, AMIGO. 

Just saw on tumblr that someone received Downton S1 & 2 from their relatives. No, I'm not envious. I know it's because I'm not close enough to gush on about fandom. Already earlier on some of them were talking about Once Upon a Time and I was just dying to pounce into the conversation. Then again I'll say something totally out of it like OMG MR GOLD RIGHT OMG RUMPELSTILTSKIN HOW COOL HE ISSSSS JDSKSHADJKSHADKSAH and they will look at me funny. But no, I stayed with my corner of the wall (it's nice, it's been camouflaging me) and looked at every scratch on my phone. 

and now I'm looking around in ffnet coz I haven't been in here since a lonnnngggg time ago. That and I've just seen a gif of Loki and I must, I repeat, MUST, find an awesome fanfic about him and preferably an OC. 

Also have not finished uploading photos on facebook. Officially the last person to do so ho ho ho.

That's alot of 'o's. Ah well.

Can't believe Christmas is ending soon in just... 10 minutes.

DON'T GOOOOO!
COMMMEEE BAAAACCCCCKKKKK 

So the laptop went bonkers for a bit, and what I've written just poofed away. Very great.

There must be something in that chunk that was potentially dangerous to my reputation (or lack of) but whatever the case, that's done and settled. But my nagging sense of conscience is still whining for me to complete the Best of 2011 series... However long it took. Because believe me, for what seemed like a shitty year, it turned out pretty fine.

'Fine' is such a huge. Understatement.

I won in a worldwide competition. 

I had no idea how it happened, it honestly didn't take that much of an effort... What I mean by that is that I didn't have to garner votes (THANK GOD) or do any form of exercise like taking a video of myself dancing to Gaga. 

Anyway yes. What'd I win?!

Here comes the happiness...

A signed DVD by none other by Colin Morgan

GIGGLYFITGIGGGGLELELEEELSSSSSSSJFDSFHDJKSAGHDKJASGDHKAGDFHAK

I KNOW

IT'S LIKE COLIN KNOWS ME NAOOOOOO

MUMMEH SAYS I UTTER NONSENSE

BUT NOOO MUMMEHHH HE MAY KNOW ME AS THE-GIRL-WHO-WON-THE-SIGNED-DVD-IN-THE-COMPETITION I DON'T NEED NAMES HE CAN BE THE-BOY-WHO-LIVES-IN-IRELAND-AND-IS-A-FAMOUS-WARLOCK-ONSCREEN-WHO-KNOWS-ABOUT-THE-GIRL-WHO-WON-THE-SIGNED-DVD 

HE KNOWWWWWSSSS MEEEEEEE ALL THE SAAAAAMMMMEEEEE

Ahem

That was...

But yes, now you know the gist of it. The DVD, signed by Colin. Was still stumped by it when it finally arrived here. It was simply marvelous. Taking it out from the box, it was like uncovering a holy relic.

I jest. Of course I do.

My hyperbole powers knows no limit. 

But it's okay, it's justified because this is Colin we're talking about. 

I still can't believe it. Sometimes I go to my cupboard and take the DVD out and just look at it because... just to make sure they didn't use those markers where the ink disappear in like a couple of months' time.

...

Nope I don't think I can stop being a fangirl