let's not speak the obvious

my almost-headache got worse when i went to tns class. Actually, the pain travelled elsewhere... from head to... feet. Yep. Definitely the feet. Now i look at them and witness their bruised exterior and i get all sad. And oh! A goooood thing we did not have to finish entry 3's draft by today, because i swear, with the speed my brain is moving along today, i would still be there at the lab. Besides, having to compare our profile with that of a country's actually pretty taxing. I chose UK in the end! Because i would love to work there... Although i realize that i don't think i could work well in that environment. Hmm, let's just see. I may change it to Romania or Ireland or somewhere which will speak to the introvert in me. Anyway! We got our groups all sorted out... by drawing lots! Oh my shooz... a time for crossing fingers and toes, despite that latter's ouch-y feel. But I am so glad Shu Kai's in my grouuuuuuup. And our group consists of Ann and Bingo too! HAHAHA, yaay! It was awesome when i heard Shu Kai's name being called out as well. Whooooo! It's so much like a coincidence that it's really nothing short of awesome. Being external ain't too bad when leaving it up to fate produces such unexpected results :)

i dunno.
But i feel that my cds is my escape from all the horrors of avid stupid xpress and everything that's related to that. Last year's world issues was one of the greatest, most fantastic thing that's happened despite my doubts about it at first too. Now? I feel all weird and strangely upset that we would not be staying at temasek green anymore :( this was not supposed to happen to the first ever batch of tns students!

Stupid H1N1 just had to be a party pooper.

Hahahaaa.
despite my love for cds providing me with the escape that i need, i still think it's just a summer fling.

You get to talk to the cds mates, you get to know them better, you laugh about everything in class together, you pretty much bond together with them. And that really is awesome. But after the cds ends, it feels like someone got a pair of scissors and savagely cut away the connection between all of us. And all but the memories stay. 

What is it?
A summer spell that got you to be all mesmerized in the first place?

Of course, there are some exceptions :) talking to jolin, and pei rong and all who's been in GC made me see that sometimes, cds is not just merely a cds. The friendship there is real strong. Which is cooooolxzxx to the maxxx :D

And now, i reaally am in love with The Fray's Never Say Never.
And reaaaally, although i friggin' love Josh Groban's songs, sometimes i feel he makes me hope for the impossible just a little too much... Like My Confession. I tell you, that song just creates the image of a huge ballroom in my much-too-imaginative-for-its-own-good brain.

Since we're on the topic of songs, do check out Escala's cover of Feeling Good :D it does make me feel good. The strings are magic. Oh, and Palladio too. I admit, that was the one that caught my absolute attention in That CD Shop. Speaking of that, i don't know what sound system they used, but it made every single song that came blasting out from the speakers sound so very good. Now i want a sound system like that for my future home as well.

Maaan, you know what i can't wait for?
Sleep.

Because it's just so very glorious...