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Friday, November 06, 2009

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 15:13:00 GMT

because i really have a desire to actually know Merlin just to have the satisfaction of having him turn you into a beetle. But we'll still be gracious. You'll stay in Arthur's stables with the horses' poop.
ARGGGHHHH. BEGONE ALREADY, IRKSOME FLY.

Reaally. No one needs this shit on a Friday night.

i wish i had some supremely happy thing to make me happy now. Because really, nothing's working. Oh hell yeah. I hope you realize how you could kill a person's mood to this level.

No, not even Bradley and Colin could alleviate my frown. Well, they could if i actually were meeting them in person, not through the computer screen.
*mopes and weeps*

heck i'm looking too much into this. I know.

Tomorrow! Merlin Ep 7! :)

can hardly wait

Thursday, November 05, 2009

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 15:25:00 GMT

LOL LOL LOL
i love love love their chemistry on-set and off. It makes me :) :) :) like a retard.
And i love too the fact that the doc always gets the time all screwed up and they end up in a different place, time, or even a completely different galaxy altogether.

The Impossible Planet and The Satan Pit got my heart beating at such an abnormally fast pace, i swear it feels like i've just finished some 20-mile run. Not that i would know of course... Am just exaggerating, as usual. But what's the fun without hyperbole?... THE TUNNEL PART OMG OMG OMG. Ehhhh so freaky. The Ood (at least that's how i think it's spelled) are so bloody scary at that point in time. Like AHHHHH. I had thought they'll be crawling slow like zombies. But noooooo.
How wrong I was.

But in these 2 episodes i really love the whole teamwork theme it's driving at. I love how they try so hard to help each other, even when hope is lost. If anything I'm glad i started watching Doctor Who :) plus plus plus... David Tennant! Soooo darn adorable.

Let's talk Merlin!
Jas and i are total fangirls. We even toast our drinks to her Junsu and my Merlin. HAHAHA. And sweet effing moley goodness. Watched Beauty & The Beast Part 2 today. W-H-O-A. It's love on so many levels! :D I especially adore the scene where Merlin practically scares Arthur out of bed. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA, oh smokes. Seriously. I love those two so hella much. And now i can't wait for epsiode 7! :D Ep 6's Secrets & Magic makes me laugh. Especially especially especially when Bradley goes: "Col"

teeeheeeeeeeheeeeeeeeheeee!
Cute. Too cute in fact.

♥♥♥

sleep calls out to me

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 15:06:00 GMT

when the stars themselves hold the secrets to ancient ruins

having Lord of the Dance blast off in your ipod in the early morning is bloody fantastic therapy. The whole magical music piece is just... Mystical. Plus there's also the fact that hearing that allows you to imagine Ireland and all its beauty. Though i really don't think my imagination does Ireland any justice at all.

It's stupendously green. It's absolutely magical. It's massively breathtaking.
And i so have the image in my head now... I won't mind being a rabbit if it means staying in the lush meadows of Ireland. Not that i have in my mind me being a rabbit. Nooo.

Of course being in love with an Irish boy wizard is not doing well for my system at all. All the more it makes me wanna go there.

And i had the weirdo of all weird dreams last night. Being attacked by a red-eyed crow, who was conveniently flinging its hooked claws at me. Yes, i'm pretty sure it's no ordinary bird. Feels to me it's some crow-raptor hybrid. Noooooo. Even in my dreams them raptors haunt me.

I just realize i'm rambling. But rambling's good sometimes. But you know what? I wish i could ramble on when i'm on the radio. But nooooo. When it comes to speaking out-loud, I'm struck dumb, my mind goes blank as a blanko and my mind does an auto shutdown. Don't you just find it annoying when your own brain refuses to listen to reason?! I find it bizarre really. I so want to do well. But i'm not trying at all. At least not hard enough. One part of me just wanna have fun, and just to get this one more year to go past like a winged unicorn (i just realize, them are pegasus without the horn on the head, ha) wearing 7-league boots. The other part... well. I just lost my train of thought. So there, i guess this shows innit? Not cut out.

Anyloo. I had fun today in school. It's amazing. We all laugh at the most inappropriate thing. Come onnnnn. All of us eh :] it's hilarious because we're all so intuned to each other's sense of humor. Wellllllllll... They're not very subtle in the first place. Ha. But the point is, it's so amazing being with friends and actually doing for-real laughing.

I find it extremely annoying when what feels like the whole of world wide web fails in its objective of making me happy because it doesn't allow me to have doctor who stored up in poddy.
Ohhhh. I am so sleepy.

I hope that i'll be so sleepy that i would not dream of any mutated animals... or humans.
Humans that would be so welcomed would include the whole cast of Merlin :]

I bet you saw that one coming.

It's gonna be Thursday soon! And then it'll be Friday.
Oh joy. I feel like throwing a party in honor of Fridays.
But before that. I shall watch Beauty & The Beast II tomorrow. I will be excited. And then i will explode in multi-colored neon sparkles and brighten up everyone's day.

Maybe it's time for miracles
Coz I ain't giving up on love, no I ain't giving up on us
hehheh. Adam Lambert is lovvvvvee.

Like the boys from the County Armagh
8974385438 points to you if you can guess who hails from Armagh.
(yep, i did give the answer away like an man-made waterfall earlier on, baaha. Okay i have no idea where the hell did that analogy come from.)

Oh, the charm!

Monday, November 02, 2009

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 15:43:00 GMT

I wish i had my very own doctor, who has his very own Tardis

my life's been filled with pretty much a million 'wishes' lately.

I wish I could see Bradley and Colin. In the flesh.
I wish I could concentrate on my studies.

meh. Fancy wishing for the two things that are such strong opposites of each other.

BUT OMG.
I've just seen pictures of the book-signing event in which Bradley and Angel attended in London!
Bradley. Is. Gorgeous.

(kudos of made-of-win credits goes to... mrs leary)

speechlessly so. His beard is sexy. Heck, and Colin's scruffy look. Whooo! What is it with men like them who does such beautiful justice to facial hair?!
and. I find myself falling under the spell of beautiful hands. Again.
David Tennant's hands/fingers could easily score an A.

and i miss dom monaghan terribly too, now. I miss his mop of messy blond hair. I miss the writings on his hands. I miss writing on my own hands.

Sunday, November 01, 2009

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 14:36:00 GMT

It's Sunday!

*MOURNS*

Oh right. The awesummy package showcased on the last post? That's just my baby, the brilliant Merlin DVD box-set, coming here to stay permanently with me.

All. Mine.

and oho does it look so gloriously stunning or what.

plus plus plus it has all the Merlinesque/Colinesque/Bradleysque goodies. So much so that my eyes feasted. teeeheeee. Seriously though Merlin, I can't imagine what my life would be without you? I just know that it'll be painfully non-fangirlish. Although i have to say that i'll certainly be less distracted. Because HAHAHA... (although it really is no laughing matter)... I can't find it in myself to actually go do something productive... in terms of studying, homework, projects etc. Things that could wait however, like Merlin fanfiction and Merlin banners and Merlin fanvids and everything Merlin, i would find myself immersing in them.

It's quite scary because the nagging guilt feeling can be such a blasted pain if it wants to.

But enough of those schooldreary stuff.
today, i watched Midnight! :D and JETHRO IS ONE HAWT BOY. The rebellious goth teen look is so him, it just makes me wanna explode with pent-up squeeeeeing. And as usual, David Tennant is brilliant to the infinity of the galaxies' stars.

and. Of all times! Dominic decides to pop himself back into my life. Chels just informed me that he was on the Flashforward commercial. How awesome. I bet he's back to steal limelight away from Merlin and Arthur... but not that i mind much! I miss lovin' the hobbit.

OH MY FLIPPIN' HECK.
just came across this snippet of episode 6 on Youtube.

WOULD YOU JUST LOOK AT THAT. I REALLY THINK THE PRODUCERS HAVE A WICKED WAY OF LETTING US SLASH FANGIRLS GET ALL HYPER HYPER, HYYYYPER!
it's like a 'for the slash fangirls' moment eh. But the sad thing is that we know it could never come to pass. And yet i have a feeling that the producers are not very subtle in giving in to us fans anymore. So a great, big 'yay' to that! :D the whole Arthur protecting Merlin video have so very nearly thrown me over the edge. But this? Oh this just allows my budding fangirl mind to level up.

and jasmine's news is sooooo awwwesome! :D teehee! hope you'll get in!

lol, my mind's all warped. But you know what i can't wait for about tomorrow?
The macs. Because they have... ?

haha!

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 15:38:00 GMT

I'm gonna plop down to bed any moment now

but before i'm conked out beyond consciousness...
I would like to say that my baby has arrived.

MY BABY.
IS HERE
!!!

squeeeeeeee (x infinity)

Helllllloooo, my prrrrrecciouuuuussss

beautiful, beautiful package which i had thought would only come a-knocking around November. But it's like a week early! :) It's all so happy here. But now i just don't wanna open it yet. Somehow i want to wait till it's November to open it because if i open it now, i just won't have any more brilliant surprises like these anytime soon. Which is sad.

Yes! I just want to prolong this absolutely marvelous miracle which popped out of the plane to make me the happiest girl on a Thursday night. (Friday morning now, haha but. eh)

But you know what.
I don't think i can last that long... It's the weekend, ofr crying out loud! When's the next time i'll be able to fully enjoy myself with just me and the boys of Merlin?... Although i still have to endure the tv screen being the ugh-ful third-party between us. WHY TV SCREEN, why won't you just allow us to be together?!

oh be shizzle damn,
i need sleep.

Bugger away and leave me be

Wed, 28 Oct 2009 12:07:03 GMT

Woe is me.

Singapore really isn't a good advantageous place for one to live when one is sick.
IT'S ACTUALLY FUNNY HOW THEY THINK I ENJOY BEING SICK

and decides:

"OH, SHE'S A SICKLY HUMAN. *GASP* NO WE CAN'T LET HER HAVE COVERAGE FROM MY INSURANCE COMPANY NO, NO. I WILL LOSE OUT."

what
a
good
cheer

I happen to think now that insurance companies are scary. I dunno, i get the feeling that they are just thinking for the benefit of the company. I know. I would love to take a peek at their company moral values. I'm betting it's a blank piece of nothingness.

So before i was sick... Yeah i could get insured and all that jazz. Now?
They shy away like i carry the plague. Isn't that just convenient?
Now, they are willing to insure for my illness, meaning that they will cover death, and what two-years-get-money-back thingum. And that's good.

But what's the catch?

They write:
'The Total & Permanent Disability Benefit is hereby cancelled.'

...
...
...

Guess what?
Adult Onset Still's Disease, which is the illness i'm having, bloody affects the joints and bones. And it gets so bloody painful that i have to sit in the bloody wheelchair and yet every bloody jolt could still bloody fudging hurt.

DAMN RIGHT THEY GOT BLOOD ON THEIR HANDS

Scheming rats.
I have so much of a desire to just join them in singing (even though i know my voice is like crap. But you know what else's crap...? Yeah. I should shuddup now since i still have a wish to actually see Colin and Bradley while i'm still alive)

oh what hoot is the world coming to. Really.
Give me one good reason to stay in Singapore.

And i really had a gooooood blasted time in school today with thy friends. SO AWESOME. Final Cut Pro's pretty darn fun. I can see myself making honing my skills for a fanvid!
AHAHA. Ahem. Friends are one reason. But. But.
But come back home, that effing mail appears and your morale just crashes down to Spongebob's pineapple in the bottom of the sea.

This country just makes me go
W T B F

Whatever.
I am going to be someone awesomely brilliant next time
i'll be hanging out with colin and bradley
i'll have money but, hey guess what?
i'll help other countries' economy grow instead

Beat that, sucker.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Tue, 27 Oct 2009 14:54:36 GMT

guess what, the stars have begun twinkling again :)
somehow i've come to yet another warped idea that stars start appearing to one (and with it, twinkle again) once you become happy.

me reckons it's that subconscious wonder of a dream that night :]
but it's more of 93.98% Merlin and Arthur

I really am usually not a big fan of manually naming all the pictures i've saved.
But i couldn't resist for this one.

It's name is "OHYOUCAUGHTUS.jpeg"

i guess you could say i was too high. But my dose of colin and bradley could never reach a maximum limit. I just need morrrre.

School was all right. The whole individual console test thingum was hella scary because it's our first time fiddling with the console. But damn was it a workout for the brain or what! ;) and i really won't mind being the camerawoman this time, squeeeeeee. I kinda like multicam... But just NOT the projects and homework.

I should sleep early today, but arghh. Downloads are such friggin' long waits.
Dammmn. I still have to catch up with Vampire Diaries.

Friday. Friday comes and i'll be able to do all that + watching my Merlinesque goodies.
oh ha, i bet i'll sleep first before they are finally loaded and ready to watch on poddy :(

but let's leave them all to Friday!
need. sleep. GAH.

come colin and bradley, it's your turn to be guest stars on the Pearlynn's Subconscious Wonder.

Monday, October 26, 2009

Mon, 26 Oct 2009 14:22:07 GMT

Google Chrome is weirrrrrrrd

Midnight is taking so damn long to load that it's quite ridiculous. LIKE GAAAAHHH. Quickly get a move on, i wanna see my favourite Irish boy go goth! I've no doubt that colin + skinny jeans = pearlynn fainting (in which only Merlin's able to revive me)

So anyway. I found two good reasons to be in London this November.

(source: bradley-james fan)

2 reasons: Merlin and (Colin & Bradley)
i wish i had some awesome luck to be able to see them in real life.

anyway, found a Merlin forum today that was so wickedly awesome. I especially found the 2009 Merlin's Viewers' Choice Awards and Scenes We'd Like to See - Unlikely Things to Hear in Camelot particularly fun to read. BAHAHAHA. The self-made thoughts and scenes were all so unexpected and not to mention bloody hilarious. But it was one brilliant question in the poll that really had me so exxxxcited.

(source: MerlinTVshow)

Isn't it so giggle inducing?! SLASHIEST. EPISODE. Squeeeeeeee!
Absolutely, positively, definitely Labyrinth of Gedref :D and it's colin and bradley's favourite too. And being... a fangirl, my mind had to wander down every path of thought, digging up answers as to WHY this was their favourite episode. I came up with one great-- no doubt extremely biased-- but still kickin' ass great theory: It's because this episode's basically theirs. The other characters played little, if nil role in this episode. The only other important characters need mentioning would be the unicorn, an old man who keeps disappearing... and the rat. BUT GA HAHA HAAAA. I love it so because it's them helping each other and just gaaah, so lovely. *insert widest grin here*

And Bradley is just so darn gorgeous. And all other synonyms of 'blistering hot.'
"A popular question for lots of actors is: ‘Do you Google yourself?’ When the show started, I had a look at some of the things that were out there, and I quickly realised that it was a bad idea, so I’ve since been avoiding the Internet like the plague."

TEEHEEEEEEEE. Bad idea?! Oh bradley. I wonder what his reaction would be when he stumble across some of the slashy ones, cos really, he's bound to cross the path of the SlashBot. The WWW may be huge, but The SlashBot, manned by fangirls, gets to every little corner.

and omg ommmg! There was this article with Bradley revealing "unlikely 'bromance' with on-screen rival." ON-SCREEN RIVAL MEANING COLIN <3 <3
heh heh i love the article.

"They have a love-hate relationship in TV drama Merlin but star Bradley James admits in real life he and co-star Colin Morgan have a "bromance."" Oh the newspapers make it sound like they really do have something going on eh. Yeah. Made my heart skip for like 100km/h. Me? i'm just glad that Bradley's so open about being chummy buddies with Colin :] :]

Here's the article if you wanna read!

oh how i love them two absolutely adorkable weirdos. They give me teh flutterings. They give me headaches. They give me pretty lovely dreams.

They make me.
So. Darn. Happy.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 23:58:41 GMT

It's Monday.

I'm in school.
In front of a computer.

I'll be feeling sleepy and my brain will be shutting down in approximately... 10 minutes.

I DO NOT HAVE MY DAILY DOSE OF MERLIN THIS WEEKEND. YET.
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY.

i blame school. Come, blame school together with me. It's the Spoiler of Fun. The Annoying Prick. The Stupid Doof who just can't stop stalking me. And countless other students out there.

No matter, lemme go load some yummy wummy fanvids to watch and publish to the world the awesomeness of slash.

oh, i am gonna sleep soon. C to the ree to the uslee mann.